Soul Renovation - School of Soul

It was all fun last week (Video evidence) when I first learned how to make a fire, I even laughed when I ran out of heat. I really didn’t mind, I like to see my life lessons as comical. I mean honestly who doesn’t know they have to actually get someone to fill the fuel tank. It's unbelievable I am a real estate agent. This is like the time I learned you can't put chemicals down the drain of homes with septic fields and tanks. *cough* I've owned a home with a septic field for 4 years now.. shit. ⠀
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But today I didn’t find any of it funny, I was frustrated and overwhelmed. I woke up, blew the fuse in the bathroom with the blow dryer. Only to find out later in the day when I flipped all the breakers I must have accidentally messed up the one for the laundry room, and none of the machines work. My laundry room is outside my home and naturally, none of the breakers are labeled so I had to walk in and outside 20 times to find the right breaker… ugh. Then I realized I had to move all the wood inside because burning wet wood does NOT work. Only took me an entire hour … is some serious manual labor not to mention the distress of all the spiders that ended up on me and in my hair. Yes in my hair. I sat in my living room and cried. Some days it is extremely trying to do everything I must do to maintain all the things I dreamed for. This doesn’t even include what I did for work today. But it is all worth it. I repeat the mantra ‘ Successful people do what unsuccessful people do not do,’ when I think about not doing something because let's get real, no one wants to do these things. Days can be hard, but these are good problems to have. And every time I solve something, no matter how hard it was to figure out or how difficult it was to do, I feel worthy of everything I have and I know I deserve everything that is coming to me.